I'm afraid I'm giving up cycling. I've had one too many close calls, and at the end of the day, regardless of whether I'm in the right or the wrong, it's always going to be me that comes off worst in a collision with a car.
It upsets me to say this. It feels like what has become one of the things I enjoy most has been stolen from me. I can't carry on putting myself through it. I don't have the inclination or, frankly, the skill to deal with it all.
There's a lot that has to change before I'm tempted to try again. I used to be optimistic about that change coming; believed that eventually we would get there. I'm not so sure now. It's back to purely walking and public transport for me - though being a poor old Scottish pedestrian or bus passenger certainly has its own indignities! I honestly wish all the best to those who carry on. Stay safe.